Friday, 17 July 2020

Desire



This is a poem written for desire.
About a
Desire that evades when I touch her skin.
Desire that encloses me till an inevitable juncture.
For the
Desire in her body who despite the chain of disappointments seek the desire in my body.
I have ventured the possibility of traversing the crossroads, needlessly.
It’s a pitiful sight to see you flinch as the bastard in me slays your ego.
Despite being shunned, you long again.
This is not any fucking love story buddy.
Get on! Fuck the desire in me.
Venture out.

Tuesday, 14 July 2020

Thirteen


I was thirteen. Teen.
A pair of eyes caught my attention.
Bus arrived.     She boarded.       I boarded.
I stood behind her.      My fingers     touched      hers.
Half  of an hour.   I reached my destination.
I  whispered in her ears. I will go now.
I got down. Looked at her.
A pair of eyes. Youth.

Egoist


Mental pictures
Forlorn appetite
Who’s to be burdened?
Brain, a divorcee,
Narcissistic sage
Nights always at its peak
Selfless body?
Nomore! Nomore
Fodder for brain
Nomore Nirvana.
Nomore satiated mental pictures.
Tabula rasa. Sleep.

A Pair


Two middle fingers on both the hands. A Pair, Equals.
3 + 3 = 2, A Pair, Couple.
They lie on each other, but in opposite directions.
They make a circle together, clock wise and anti clock wise.
They point at each other, one eastwards and other westwards. Waywards.
Eyes pleasing, a cross.
Down they face, rightwards down, leftwards down.
A Pair, they call themselves. Couple.

A Casual Elegy

Distrustful doubts

Erased expressions
Futile fancies
Exaggerated echoes
Dejected desires

-Widowed Wisdom-

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