Love Letters to Sam

Letter 1

Dear Sam, 

I am squeezed and choked by the words you throw at me. I anticipate death in every encounter with you. But, it ends up with me being excited to an orgasmic level. I am tired but I expel wordlings from my body. It dances to the rhythm of unheard music with the strings of lust. Oh, mine! I am totally defenseless to your words. I am elevated to the peak and reduced to a dust particle at the same time when I listen to your voice. 

All I want is to be away and be with you at the same time. 

I am in love. 

Yours. 

Was/Is/Because

 Was

Water was 

I

flowed 

Adrift 

Fluidity was mine

I 

morphed

Protean

Box loathed 

I

Defied 

Resistance 

Transgression was mine 

I 

Breached 

Insubordination 

Is

River am 

I

Flowed 

Purposeful 

Stability is mine 

I 

Morphed 

Certain 

Cradle craves

I 

Defied 

Prudent 

Compliance is mine 

I 

Breached 

Considerate 

Because 

Cause is you

Concealed was you 

Female Kindness

Kindness, you’re not being kind, for

if you were, 

I’d never been sitting here with hope, for

Her. 

The one with sparkles in her eyes and

moistened lips when 

branched out sights the alluring teeth

the one when opens her hair puts me 

defenseless

Her. 

Whose smile

casts off my troubled thoughts 

who when listens 

feel at one with the speaker 

who when speaks 

comes together with the listener

She. 

She petrifies you 

with her spell 

stay away from her for 

she is obsessional and 

inescapable

You.

I am none without you for

you are my reality

I live in you for 

I am you, female kindness.